Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Starting All Over Agian.....is going to be rough

Clarence Carter.....Stating all over again is going to rough, but we're going to make it (not some love song.......my song.......)

That is what I will be doing. Starting all over again, it's going to be rough, but we're going to make it.

I am going back to school. Whoo hoo.....no that is not excitement in my voice.....it is fake, contrived. I am convincing myself to do the "right" thing. I am enrolling in a paralegal program through University of Davis....UCD.......... my ex gets his wish. I will have a real job vs.....a hobby. Thank you!

42 years old and starting all over again. Thanks.

Hope you can come up with half of the tuition.......oh, about? $3500.00. Thank you.

Thank you for taking another piece of my heart.

3 comments:

Missy said...

Paralegal? Is this what you want? What happened to the chef-boy-r-dee/Betty Crocker dealio? Is this following a dream?

Sorry, I just... You don't seem happy with this. You should be happy with what you're doing for the rest of your life. You've got another 25 years until you retire. Is this what you want to be doing? Is this a way to get to what you want to be doing?

Angela Z said...

Great questions.......I really enjoy what I am currently doing...very much so. But, reality? I work way to hard, I will soon have no medical benefits, because of ex-man, and? ex-man has listed my business as a hobby....(in divorce papers) whatever. By me going back to school, it gets HIM what HE wants.........less dollars spent on support. Funny how Ca. laws work. It's all based on imcome.

When I was younger, I had to start/stop school so many times..because of his lack of child involvement....long story. I also was planning on going to law school.

So now that I am older? Guess I will have to settle for paralegal instead. They are paid very well in this state.

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