A few weeks ago, (see older post)...I posted a blog to health. Everyone should not take his or her health for granted and thank God everyday for good health. Mine, up until recently, has been great. Except for the hypoglycemia/(now called pre-diabetes) thing. That's an easy one. Diet and exercise. Eat several small meals a day and you won't pass out. Also, don't gain any weight. Keep within the norm of your size. And exercise! My (hobby..ex husband's reference, not mine) Done.
Well, now I get to go back to the "Breast Imaging" place and have new pictures taken and an ultra-sound. They do not visually see any lumps, but "there has been a change in the tissue from your last mamogram."
Why can't anyone elaborate on this new finding? Why must I ask the same question about 10 different ways (in the event I am not communicating my question properly)? Why do I get the same answer to the question.....a change in tissue. What the hell does that mean and if you, med tech. or whatever you are can not answer this, would you please give me to someone who can?
These are my boobs, for Christ's sake. Women have been conditioned from day one to take matters like this seriously. The "experts" stress early detection and prevention. So, why can't you make my appointment, hmmmmmm let's say, TOMORROW???? Why the end of the month?
This is pure abuse and torture. Besides all the other crap and stress that THAT crap has brought on, I get to lay awake each night (I already have insomnia issues) praying to God that there is nothing seriously wrong with me. I need to be here for my kids. Certainly can't rely on "father of the year" to step up to the plate and care for them. Damn!
Years ago, there was a great line from Law and Order...the original. The Lt. lady said that there were two women on this planet in referrence to breast cancer or disease. Those that have it and those that are praying to God they don't get it!
I certainly must agree!
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